Since I seem to access MySpace much more often than I do lj, I have decided to use that as my new blog space as well.

So, if anyone wants to read my blogs, or look at my pictures, go ahead and search for me on MySpace.

Email is kateyatey@yahoo.com, and the username you can look under is kateyatey.

I will friend all of you guys, and will still read and comment to your ljs but I like myspace better for now.

Peace.

Date:	2005-09-03 01:58
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Mood:	satisfied

My first week of school:

Monday: missed my first class only to drop it and reregister for a section with all my homies. Orientation for the school of Social Work. Skipped gym night with Claire.

Tuesday: Sleep in and get some little ish done. Get hit in Gray's parking lot with my new car. Another dent, more scratches, Katey's broke. Plus, a roach was on my arm, and that made me cry.

Wednesday: Attended both classes and cooked dinner for my roomies. Went to the gym with Claire and my abs hurt like a bitch.

Thursday: slept in, cleaned the floors and did laundry, ran errands and THEN FUCKING MET DANE COOK!!! THATS RIGHT!! IF YOU WANT THE PICS POST YOUR EMAIL OR IM ME (kateyatey84)!!!!!

Friday: worked till 9, got a visit from Andrew, went to his place and had an *ahem* orgasmic *ahem* time.

2 am on saturday and i just want to be asleep. G'night.

Date:	2005-08-20 23:23
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Mood:	mixed

Talk about mixed emotions. On top of being incredibly ecstatic about moving into my new place, there have been some other things going on in my life that I want to vent/have a catharsis about.

First: I am incredibly sad because I lost my absolute favorite Pastor at my church. I understand that I havent been the most religious or practicing Catholic as of the recent few years, but you dont understand what an influence this man has been on me. He gave me a scholarship for school, and was there when my Grandfather died when I was in 4th grade. He has always been a pillar of strength for me and the rest of my family, and it is very hard to imagine what things will be like without him. My parents were talking about it today, and my dad was sad that he wouldnt get to be the priest at my wedding. I never thought about it like that, but I really did expect him to do the mass too, so its like things are being affected long term now, and that is hard to understand.

Second: I am sooooo pissed at someone at work right now, and I dont want to name names because I have no idea who knows that I have lj, and who will come accross this, but Jesse is such a liar, it really upsets me. And I really hate it that he tries to act like nothing is wrong at work, but he knows that i am sooo pissed at him. its really not fair that he is the one that initiated the "situation", and now he is making me look like the bad person. I have told nothing but the truth to whomever has asked me to explain my side of the situation, so I have absolutely nothing to hide from anyone. I just hate that I have been put in the middle of his mini-drama that he himself has created. ugh.

anyways, have to be back to work in 10.5 hours...better get to sleep!

anyone want to go see the bodies exhibit with me this week? $20, but sounds so fricken awesome.

Date:	2005-08-16 13:17
Subject:	bump bump bump
Security:	Public
Mood:	lalalallalalala

ALL MOVED IN! this place is great so far! I mean, despite the fact that we had to clean the whole damn thing before we could / would even walk barefoot through it, it is pretty damn cute! plus, all my stuff is set up the way i want it and neat and tidy and everything, its just sooooooooooooo fun!

in other news, i am learning more and more that people grow apart. it is difficult to accept, but they do. just something we all have to deal with i suppose.

and the boys who lived here before us have mail coming here still and today we got fhm and playboy. so those are our coffee table books for now till we have something else to put there. i think it makes the place homey!! hahahaha

i am waiting for the internet man to come and fix up my computer so that i have access. then i will do a detailed post and all that jazziness, but for now this will have to do.

peace.

Date:	2005-08-12 12:26
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Mood:	chipper

So I finally was entirely honest with 30John. Despite conversations that we had had about relationships and the status between the two of us, I had not told him that I am not at all interested in dating non exclusively. I finally told him that no, I wouldn't come over to his house to hang out. And I told him that I feel like we both want different things out of what is happening between the two of us. So I told him that I want a real relationship. He wasnt mad or anything, just understood what I meant by everything, and we still talk as friends. I think he respects that I told him what I really want. And I respect that it isnt what he wants. Now I know that nothing is going to come to be between the two of us. And you know what? I wasnt even upset! I was kind of relieved by the whole thing.

In other news, I MOVE INTO OUR APARTMENT ON MONDAY!! I am so freaking excited, you have no idea. My stuff is pretty much all packed, with the exception of clothes, which I will probably do the night before I head over there. I really cant wait to be back on campus with all the people that I love over there. I am soo excited. I really feel like this year is going to be the best one!

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE SCHOOL OF SOCIAL WORK! So this means that I get to register for all my core classes, which is sooo exciting! I am finally going to be in classes with people that are looking to learn the same things that I am. So it should be an interesting semester all around. Plus, I got deferment for my books, so I have a chance at eliminating most if not all of my credit card debt before I actually have to pay for my books in November! Score!

I have to be to work in about an hour, so I should go and start getting ready I suppose. But everyone should come to my apartment and see it in the next couple of weeks, plus I think Robby and I are going to try to get a party together for the night of DANE "BAMF" MOTHERFUCKING COOK COMING TO MY SCHOOL!! so be prepared for updates on that as well.

For now: SOMEONE SHIT ON THE COATS!!

I leave you with that.

Date:	2005-08-09 15:08
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Mood:	strong

i was strong today.


on another note (another relationship...another topic)at least my lip has turned a slighter light red-purple rather than yesterday's midnight-blue-purple. and its not swollen at all anymore.

Date:	2005-08-04 10:13
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Mood:	weeeeeeeeee

There may not be another way to your heart
So I guess I better find a new way in
I shiver when I hear your name
Think about you but its not the same
Won't be satisfied till I'm under your skin

that maroon 5 cd is so hot.

Date:	2005-08-02 21:01
Subject:	a classic katey and julie moment
Security:	Public
Mood:	groggy

Jdicap1985: yeah just as i am getting ready to scarf down a piece of chocolate cake the size of manhatten
Jdicap1985: thats so hot
kateyatey84: at least it isnt falling out of your mouth all over your face, spilling onto your voluptuous 750lb body.
Jdicap1985: i need to change my picture now
kateyatey84: NO!
kateyatey84: leave it
Jdicap1985: and my pants


oh lord. that was pee worthy.

Date:	2005-07-28 21:06
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Mood:	contemplative

today i found my middle school crush on myspace and i emailed him and he actually responded. he is still incredibly cute, as well as seemingly intelligent and on his own two feet. isnt it funny how just a picture can bring back so many memories?

and isnt it funnier still, how you can want something so bad, that all you can do is think about it, but when someone is right in front of you, ready to give you everything that you want, you dont take it, simply because it isnt right at the time? does that make one indecisive, prude, or moralistic? i dont really know, but i do know that i was very torn this afternoon, but the route that i took seems to be the one that was right at the time.

there is someone that i have been talking to a lot recently that i havent talked to in a few days. is it weird that i havent met him in person, but i miss talking to him a lot? not the kind of miss where he is always on my mind and i talk about him a lot, but the kind of miss where whenever i sign on and look at my buddy list or check my email i am a little disappointed that he isnt there.

ok, my date with harry potter is long overdue. if i dont finish this book before tomorrow night, heather might just kill me.

Date:	2005-07-26 00:58
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Mood:	amused

my hair is getting really long! just thought i would state the obvious.


not too much longer till apartment time!!!!

Date:	2005-07-22 00:23
Subject:
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Mood:	giggly

lmao

if you get these, laugh, if not, i am laughing!

kateyatey84: please tell me *serious face*
iocandygerman: no *laughing hysterically face*
iocandygerman: dont you have a childrens book to read?
kateyatey84: dont you have a minivan to drive?
iocandygerman: yes
iocandygerman: touche

ahh the joys.

Date:	2005-07-21 22:37
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

today was such a great hair day for me!

just thought i would share...

Date:	2005-07-20 15:50
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	flirty

sometimes exactly what you need is nowhere near where you thought it would be

Date:	2005-07-12 07:16
Subject:
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Mood:	ecstatic

I AM SO MOTHERLOVING EXCITED!!!!!!!!


LEAVING IN 45 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!





happy birthday britty! i will call you today!

Date:	2005-07-06 17:48
Subject:	confused
Security:	Public
Mood:	melancholy

ok i am just going to say it and talk about it because i really need to and another vague one lined post is going to solve nothing for me anymore

my mom thinks that i either need to go back on my paxil or that i need to start talking to my therapist again. she says that she can see that i am starting to fall into that depressive routine that i fell into last summer, even though i dont see it nearly as much as she does. yes, i do spend a lot of time at home and i dont go out every night, but i feel like the main reason for that is that most of my friends that i am close with now live in tampa. i mean, even when heather is here, she is with jae or elizabeth usually, so i dont get to spend a whole lot of time with her either. my friends over here all have husbands or boyfriends or different school schedules than me too. i know that i could call a lot more than i do, but i also have the feeling that people should call me as well.

i just feel lonely. i dont feel depressed as much as i feel loneliness. and maybe some of it, or a lot of ir stems from the fact that i dont have a boyfriend, but i really dont even care about that anymore. i just want to have people around me all the time, people that i care about and that care about me.

i guess i will call the doctor tomorrow morning and try and get in there to get an appointment to see what he thinks about the whole thing, because i feel like i should get there before vacation. i really dont think that a meeting with the therapist will help, i mean, i dont feel like i have any "major issues" that have happened since the last time i saw her, and she told me point blank that i didnt need to see her unless there was some sort of trauma or something.

i just dont want to have to rely on medicine to keep my moods stable. i dont want to have to rely on talking to a stranger to keep me sane. i dont want to feel depressed because i am too shy/stubborn to go out on my own.

let me know what you guys think about all of this, i need to know if anyone else sees what my mom sees, or if you think i am a total nut job for going back on the meds.

Date:	2005-07-05 19:56
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	drained

i really hate it when people see through me.

even though it is in a good way, with my best interest at heart, i hate it

Date:	2005-06-23 08:01
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Mood:	nerdy

i got the britney spears greatest hits cd!!!!

i am a closet brit fan (and I watch the show!)

anyone want to go to a baseball game this weekend maybe? holla back!

To Publix!

Date:	2005-06-22 11:48
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Mood:	GRRR

i just typed the longest post ever and the internet had to close. bastard.

if you want to know, call me. nothing interesting, i swear.

"you got me so excited that my pacemaker was running a mile a minute!"~Old guy at work


publix can be fun.

Date:	2005-06-16 14:49
Subject:	random
Security:	Public
Mood:	excited

i shaved my arms today

and it was liberating.

to publix!